Everything’s getting tough.. You’re keeping everything from me. So many things are left unsaid. Yet, i’m not doing anything. Why? I don’t know the answer for that, not at all. Thinking about it, huh, i sound so pathetic, so useless. I’m suppose to be there for you throughout but you’re not letting me. I’m suppose to be the person that cheers you up, yet the contrary happened. I feel lost now, you stop connecting with me.. Feels like you’ve given up. Sigh, i know i’m horrible at this.. For now, i should probably put all of these curiosity and worries away, so tough. But for your sake.